Bullshit Holidays

Maybe my seniors are right. If you don't find anything to do after SPM holidays, you might become crazy 1 day.

I'm getting confuse soon to be crazy about courses after SPM. ADTP, SAM, CMP, A-level, Foundations and yeah, STPM, safe and stable. =x

After went for the recent edu-fair, the whole night until now I was argue with my parents about going oversea or not?

I can't understand why all of the parents are trying to pull their children in this rotting local university?

"Study form 6 la, then later go local university, see your cousin guoguo study form 6 go local U now become doctor d. I dunno what's your scary mind want to go oversea? We got no money..."

"OKAY LA! SCARED ME USE YOUR MONEY IZZIT NOW!
I
USE
MY
OWN
MONEY
CAN?!"

Damn it! I'm force to say like that to make them speechless...

Stay at local got future, but what about trying a better 1?

I really couldn't understand...



I really wanna get a job, but I got no time..

Waitress? Nahh, I don't want a work like that. ==

How about being part-time accountant. =D

Sigh, I got NS duhh..==

Eyh, by the way, I really want to know what's the age limit to involve in shares marketing? =D

untitled

Aikhs, forget to add an after SPM post.

But it's over and I don't think I would care about it until coming March.

But then after SPM I really don't know what to do...

Holiday is so boring without outing, but I can't go out everyday because I'm not rich.

At least form 4 and before's holiday I can study about previous topics.

And after UPSR I can study pre-secondary.

Now it's like, I'm lost.

I don't think I need a job now because soon I'll be leaving the city.

Is it every form 5 also so frust thinking about after SPM, where to go and where to continue studies?

Maybe some low intelligence person that will start working from now until they die and extremely high intelligence person that got tones of scholarship under their feet.

What about the ordinary person?

It's either fight or die to survive in a world like this. =x

29/11

Yay, at least i got my G2000 coat and slacks.! xD

Well, actually this was my 1st time wearing coat, sebab I'm not a prefect.=x

Memeng I have a happy mood after i get it, somemore it's free. =D ( My mum paying for me )

But she was not so happy because I can't find a suitable shirt as Isetan's promotion is going to over soon. She said she's not paying for the shirt if i buy later. But in the end, i still did not managed to get one... Maybe i too yim jim. =x


Tomorrow is SPM account and also my last day of SPM. Very gan jiong nehh. >_<
I don't know a lot of things about account but I still go take it. =x

SPM and ME

Just different few days over so what's the big deal. Trying to make me jealous that your SPM was over and mine is not. What are you trying to prove? ==

See then, you'll see.. How good to get 11 A1's and 10A1's that you are taking. See la what's the different then. 10 A1's my grandma also can get la...
( Shit.. I damn scare I can not score well in science subject.. )

Never mind, I'm rationale. Finally found that I'm not happy because my SPM have not over yet. There is still worries that I need to bear. Maybe after 1st December, I may suffer even more severe boredom. ==

Nasional service.. sigh.

NAMA : LIEW KAH HOONG
KUMPULAN : 1
PICKUP POINT : CAR PARK C, STADIUM BUKIT JALIL
NEGERI PKP : WP KL
NAMA KEM : KEM TANAKI, TAMBUNAN
ALAMAT KEM1 : KM 1, JALAN TANAKI
ALAMAT KEM2 : OFF JALAN KOTA KINABALU - KENINGAU
ALAMAT KEM3 : -
POSKOD KEM : 89657
BANDAR KEM : TAMBUNAN
NEGERI KEM : SABAH
TARIKH LAPOR :
MASA LAPOR :



WTHH! Why go Sabah 1!! Oh My God!
I don't want to go sakai's place.. Lol, kidding.
Sigh, at least is batch 1.
I got no worries anymore! Yayyyy! Wheeeeee! xD

24/11

24/ 11, I could'nt find out what is the significance of the day that portrait the ultimate bad luck to me. I can feel black cloud on me, but it does not rain. I can feel lightning flashing around but there was no sound.

For me, this could be the darkest day of my SPM. HOW COULD I SCREW UP MY BIOLOGY!!!!

T_T


T___T


T______________T



Bad things comes after that you know? I loss my phone. =D

The smile face is to make u smile, not myself to smile.....



Too bad, I want to forget it temporary to concentrate on physics....







.

Holiday plan > No peace.

What happen to my holiday that does not last even a month?
Why can't I have a peaceful 1?
Why everyone can suddenly change their mind to ffk people as they like?
Why never discuss to me at 1st?
They don't want me to go with them?
Okay, as they wish. I don't want to go, maybe they more happy.

Money punya problem also haven't solve...

It seems there is too many distraction during SPM, can't a single 1 of them give me a peaceful period to study?



4 more subjects to go.
.

After a long journey, at last i can rest a while for 3 days.

Bm> God bless me
Sejarah> Can i think, it only matters how good your crapping skills.
BI> God PLEASE bless me.
Maths> Nvm la. I can do. =x
Add maths> GODDDD.. Bless me. >_<
Moral> Hope my crapping works. =x
Chemistry> Sigh, don't know can or not.. =/

Next, would be Biology, Physics, EST and Accountings.

I do not know that I can do it or not. But I will try my best and not dependings on any tips aspecially Andrew Choo's.

The road not taken.

I think my ambition is unstable..

I was thinking to go into the field of medical. But my doctor that trait me since I was a baby until now, said Medical field is not suitable for me...

To be a doctor that helping people all the time, one have to sacrifice his/her social life. No entertainment, no holidays, no rest, no enjoy of life yet there will be one thing you have to do, give your life to the patient. Sigh, this won't help to pursue me...

Well, I don't think medicine is that fun, I was thinking to be involve with something related to bio, maybe bio-chem or bio-tech.

And, I know I have a brighter future in economics and business study. Very good potential I have and can get full scholarship easily, but I'm not interested. =/

Sigh, I'm lost.

...

..

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.

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Okay, wake up! SPM is more important now. =P No matter what, I've to do well in my SPM. =)

Slothy

After Maths it is like after SPM.

Yesterday I enjoyed whole day. Keep on playing games and sleeping, never thought of studying.

Maybe it's bad to have gaps between exam days. =x

But today I'm gonna put my full concentration on my add maths. =)

C'mon SPM, I've never afraid of you. xD

12/11

8 more subjects.

7 more days.

3 more weeks.

And the ending of days wearing school uniforms.




Tomorrow is maths, it would be hard subjects. So I decided to put all my affort on it. C'mon! x)

Lucks~

Is the final countdown!!!

Tomorrow is bm.

Okay, I know that..

So.. What to do?

I'm heartless now.

Can't feel neither nervous nor excited.

Even the feeling of dying is not with me.

But I noe everything can end up with a smile if you thing you can. =D

Good luck. =)

8/11

Another day of studying..

Study Bm is really not an easy task. I've realised that today. =x
Because normally i don't really put my heart on this subject.
But this time i can't play a fool with it. =x

By the way, I've finally spotted some question for SPM, maybe i can really be the next Andrew Choo? Lol.



Meanwhile, we left 3 days to Sijil Paling Mudah. xD

I HATE U.
I HATE U.
I HATE U....

I HATE YOU.. T___T

I wanna cry d... =(

7/11

Don't know what happen..

And don't know why..

My feeling is so random today..

And I feel that my decision of going to prom is a mistake.. Total mistake..
Because of going to prom...
I've stuck between him and her..
I don't know how to face them now.
And neither I don't know what will happen on the prom night..

Suddenly I feel so guilty..
So useless..
So selfish..
and so...
Unfaithful..

No need to thanks to prom, not to say i won't benefit from it, but it has ruined everything...



Urrghh, forget about it. That is what I'm gonna do it today night.
This day is actually a fairly happy day.
Well, make it more happy. =D It was a mini "graduation day" for Batch 2004/2008 Victorians.
Actually it was just a so called "Majlis Restu" thingy which each subjects or form teacher giving speeches to wish every VI's SPM and STPM candidates. Haih, if I have this good hobby of cam whoring or event capturing, I might have took pictures of this day, the last day of High School. =x

Hereby, I wish all my friends good luck in SPM and STPM. And myself too. =)


Meanwhile, there's 4 more days to the future journey's ticket selling day.

3/11

Attending the last assembly in my high school. Which is an extraordinary1 that last for 2 hours and even more. Well, it's actually worth it to attend the assembly. Because I've finally got my Sijil Kehadiran Cemerlang. xD And That would be lucky for me during that day of school. Rewarded a certificate from National Chemistry Quiz. I score 70%, with a grade of "Kepujian". Wow, that was surprising. xD




Meanwhile, there's 5 days more to happy ever day. =D

Moments in kasturi

Well, some people says that Kasturi Tuition Centre is their second home..
Some people say that PTK is their heaven.
And some people is a true fans of PTK.

For me..

PTK is a place of bullshit! And the staff is the main shit!



Although, the are few teachers that are really good.

Actually today was my last day in Kasturi.
But then because I never bring my seminar card, that cina babi old women don't let me go in to the class... Okay, maybe it's my fault to loss my card. But.. but.. Okay, I wanted to forget about it, trying to stop thinking about the shit. T___T



By the way,

If want me thanks any teachers in PTK..
Will be ONLY,

Mr.Murugan (English and EST)

and

Mr.Poon (Accounts)

Without them, I might.. Loss my future 11A1's. =x

Other teachers? All are useless ass.. ==




At last I realised PTK is not so good actually. I will prove them I'm better than them.

I will..



=)

VEB

The board that I've worked so hard for it. And when you are putting effort, people can see it.
Thanks to every brothers and sisters that helps me so much for this two years. Thanks a lot. =)


CHAN PUI YING

To the pig that like to tuduh people,

To the siblings of orange, gatt zai,

To the member of shirtliff,

And to the girl that think she's not pretty, slim and likes to sleep.









HAPPY SWEET 17th !

No present for you now.. After SPM la. xD

Flying Study Group

VI students are hardworking students. Tak macam orang lain. Tahu ponteng saje. xD To show we're excellent. We go school everyday. =P I'm going school even I've fever. =(

But this doesn't last long. Because of to many students in the school, hence there is more distraction. The more distraction, the more we can't study. So what to do.. WE DECIDED TO STUDY AT PAVILION. xD No distraction at all, too far, no people go 1. =P
A study group form by me, Chee Hoe and Yu Shaun.
But funny thing is, no one believe us going there for studying.. When we was saying that we're going to study, the reply is only laughs. ==
Nevermind, since Chee Hoe say don't want too much people join us, maka bertolak lah..
We didn't use the main gate because worry the teacher sitting in the pondok saw us. ( Actually the teacher is sleeping. =x ) So this two wearing white pants feller decided to climb wall.. I don't have the problem, the problem is them.. == Then, monorail.. Walk.. Sampai. xD Pavilion! ( Go in Pavilion was so troublesome. They were worrying about those security guard standing outside.. )

Then, we decide to find a place to sit down and study. Go until the basement and find a suitable cafe or restaurant. Madam Kwan's, skip.. Tony Roma's, skip.. Iciban Sushi, skip.. ........ Yeah, at last, we found the cheapest cafe, J.CO donuts & coffee.=D ( Even to say it's the cheapest, it's not cheap at all. == )
Surprisingly, we can actually study well here. =D Got music, got air-con, tired can sleep. =) Should we try this again tomorrow? xD


The donuts that make Chee Hoe bo song the cashier. xD

No wonder nobody trust us will study at Pavilion. =x

Well, we didn't ponteng sekolah, we're going out for studies only. xP

Sick again..

I realise that I always get sick easily. Is that something to do with my genes? Cause by genetic factors? Or whatever..

When I woke up today morning, my whole body had no energy at all, fatigue. After having my breakfast, only realised that I have fever.

Maybe yesterday I was walking under the rain from Kasturi to LRT station. Can't wait the rain to over cause I'm in a rush. It was my own fault of not bringing my umbrella. After all, perhaps my immune system is weak...

Group photos (School)

Art Club
Financial Club

Kelab Rukun Negara ( Unofficial )

VEB: Graphic Department

Emo Post XII

Every "happy" post will followed by a "sad" 1. =(
Well, the sadness will only I can experience it...

So I don't know why, this can be the most disastrous day I have this month. A critical financial crisis I have. So far, I have approximately 400 ringgit lose (spent). And this could be the highest rate of my money spending rate this year. T_T Should I say these money lose my themselves or I spending them without realizing it... One more time, I'm saying that I'm not a person that very concerned about money. ( Well, maybe everyone in the world do concerned about it.. )

The burden of SPM too seemed to be heavier and heavier.. My dream of scoring straight A1s in the trial examination has already broken. The excuse is, trial is not important anyway, the main problem is from the real examination of SPM. Even scoring well in 10 subjects, is not an easy task. What to say about adding one more subjects? Or two more? .. Don't be greedy, greed kills. =x Frankly speaking, 8A1 is really not enough.. Practices is really important to score well in exam. And who to say "practise makes perfect" is not true?

Yeah, 1 more thing... Okay better not to tell...

What I want to do now is rest, sleep and eat. ( Medicine of Happiness Restoration *only me suitable to use it*. xD )

Rainbow

Rainbow. Also known as "the colourful bow" or " bridge to heaven". In olden days people thought that it was a myth or god creations, showing the sign good lucks.


Well, to me it is very beautiful. xD And I saw it and look at it about.. 10 minutes? About that..
My grandma told me that she used to enjoy looking at the rainbows last time. There's a legend saying that if you point your finger at the rainbow it will disappears! And some people said that if you capture the image of rainbow you'll be suffer from bad lucks. =/


But then I shall not believe it. Because it's already too late. xD



It is really looks like bridge up to heaven. O_o

I love rainbow weiih. xD

Talk to me

This is a song from moonlight resonance. I believe a lot of people have watched this drama before very nice. =D


you talk to me
you speak with me
don't sink before you rise baby
don't fade away
you hesitate
you seem to wait
for all the time we had
feels like a world away
who's to say
we'll be ok
we're gonna make it through the night
don't wanna wake up in this state
i just want us both to smile
cause we're the same
and i know that we'll never change
look i bought your favourite ice cream
i dont wanna see it melt away
if you walk out now
i don't know if we're gonna be the same
baby just talk with me
cause i want you to stay here with me


This song I got a bit cacat because can hear background sound of lam fong. ==

9/10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY GENIUS FRIEND THAT I'VE MET SINCE FORM 1 AND HAVE NEVER GOT AN B IN EXAM EXCEPT SEJARAH. xD


HAPPY BIRTHDAY
JEREMIAH LAI NAI LIM.

10/10: No title

WOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHOOOOOO!!!

YAAAAAAYYYYY!!! xD

At last, I've finish that annual book's FRONT COVER!! NYEHEHEHEHE..
With the theme of dark, classic, golden and silver.
And this would be the 1st school magazine in Malaysia that will do inwards emboss. xD
Now only 4 persons that know what does it looks like and it's top secret! I don't want to post it here, since it's fully copy righted. =P





Oh, by the way today I've cut my hair to save money. And I want to prevent insane ass hole's hair cut attack in my school...
I've asked him to cut not so short, but then I think he never hear what I've said. My hair is so short now but it's good because the next 2 months until SPM ended I no need to fix my hair anymore. =)



Trials,
Don't want to mention anything;
And I don't want to think about it.
Don't bother about those cheaters;
That have read the exact paper before the exam.
And then some obtain full marks in essays...
Meaningless and you won't go far with that...

Going to school is absolutely meaningless for now. The teachers in school that doesn't realize how sucks they're. And they were comparing themselves to the tuition centres' teachers.

They're truly suckers...

失恋的青蛙 - 周杰伦

The continue of 牛仔很忙, I've listen to this song continuously in the school till bored d.xD


失恋的青蛙 - 周杰伦

你举手一抬头 你说选我选我
手上索又挣脱 你那一脸迷惑
吹个风稍一扫 那硬币坚实重
一鞠躬 那掌声拍的凶
手将串轻轻握 接着换手移动
给短暂一个梦 压抑中有笑容
手中牌不缺不拿汉堡
放了那就拿牛仔帽
你永远都猜不着。
每当我在他成眼中淡定漂浮
你就在底下偷偷指我的包袱
等待白咖啡熟 再将爱说清楚 喔
阿 斗牛斗牛 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师..

你举手一抬头 你说选我选我
我将牌换颜色 变出你的选择
将自由的mission 变不见
不稀奇
101变不见才惊喜
手摊开 帽子里 总能空手出牌 (啊屁啦)
不管接不上牌 总能窃瓢回来(怎么可能)
手中牌不缺不拿汉堡
放了那就拿牛仔帽
你永远都猜不着。
不要问我什么才是真的
我变给你看你看清才是真的
以为我是为何 我只想你快乐
啊 斗牛斗牛 心想傻事
让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师

斗牛斗牛 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的支持
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
斗牛斗牛 心想傻事 让鼓点把爱放释
我手法静止iern不知 累一百分的知识
谁说恋爱别找魔术师 我不需要解释
所以他小丑 我是大师

Realize

And i just realise...



Realise that I never study anything in this holiday..

Realise that I've wasted the whole holiday by sleeping..

Realise that I have one paper need to take after holiday..

Realise that I got not much money in my account.. *Secret*

Realise that holiday is ending..

Realise that tomorrow is school day..

Realise that SPM is NEAR.. T_T

3/10- BBQ party; 4/10- Boring day.

Well, I'm asked to update, but then don't know what to update, no pictures...

Okay, firstly.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ALLZHU.


Sorry, is Audrey. xD


I think she's really have a happy day yesterday. No wait, is surely happy. xD
No pictures to post memang hard to describe what happen that night if not this post will be perfect. Well, we was having BBQ dinner which was the worst BBQ dinner I have. Most if not the food was almost burned, too salty, too sweet or too spicy. Luckily I never eat too much, if not I'll killed by all those so called food. xD


Eyh, by the way, Pui Yan, your cake is very nice.. If don't compare to any cake houses.=P
Then, the celebration is continued by a "disastrous" game, water balloons throwing to water bottle splashing. I was not suspected that they will organize such game, if not I'll bring extra shirt to there. Zzz, see la, got people brought shirt themselves also don't want to ask people to bring. =/




Oh yeah, someone complain that my blog takde my own photo.
Here's one that I found that taken recently. Can consider gua. Although is not really my OWN photo.=/


Itu photo taken when I'm going to get Audrey's birthday present dengan the sangat mafan cpys. xD

-Trials adverse effect-

Study to hard and never take good care of health..
Do not ever try this if not I bet you'll suffer a lot.
Maybe I should blame it on the weather, or all those people who taking exam in hall with me, spreading it to me. Damn it.


Trials ended, this test is actually not important to me and I don't want to give a piece of shit to it. Why don't our school set our own paper like MBS, SAB and Catholic High.


But, I want to thanks trials by stopping me on this wasting time and money game, DOTA!
Bye dota....


Bye stupid game...


Trials over~!

Yeah, I know that! So I think I should post 1 blog to push all those rubbish down. xD


Trials was over, and malays are busy for their Raya.
How about Chinese ( Chinese rox! I'm getting more racist. xD )?


My Friend: What's your plan for the holiday?

Me : Dunno...

My Friend: Never go any place?

Me : Nopes, no tuition also...

My Friend: Then what u gonna do on holidays? ==

Me : Study lo, what I can do besides that for now? xD



I think I'm getting lifeless because of SPM...

SECTION B
salt (method to prepare soluble salt)
qualitative analysis
chemical test to certify anion & cation
molecular formula
structural formula
isomer of compound
methyl butanoate can be prepare in lab

SECTION C
Group 1 elements (boiling, melting, freezing)
pH value
prepare 250 cm3 of standard solution of 0.1 mol NAOH
energy profile diagram (explain type of reaction)
Rate of reaction-energy

Bad day

Today is really too black, none of the good things happen today, maybe some1 cursed me too much. =/


-Money no enough.
-Wear wrong shirt.
-Wear wrong pants.
-And even shoes.
-No place to sit at coffee shop.
-Waited very long for class.
-Gang of malay sit around me in class.
-Don't know what teacher teach in class because skipped class.
-Sleep in class.
-Buy things give 50 bucks to the feller, the feller merajuk don't want give me plastic bag.
-Cut hair kena tipu.
-See wrong timetable cannot go class.
..
..


What somemore will happen later. I really don't know. Hope tomorrow I'm still alive.
T_T





Video games, can be a very strong mind control machine.

Very sad..

Don't know why I feel so..

Maybe I should stop games, to control it before it control me. Well, althought it can never do that to me.xD
Just... I got a gang of friends, hmm.. Will "Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde"-tion during they're in the game.

Scary. T_T

Don't ever go cc...


Well, I don't trust u, Terence. xD

Guess yourself, I don't know what is this.


Paper 2
Velocity times graph
Bernouli principle
Pressure law
Diffraction of lights
convex lens and mirror
diffraction of water waves
transformer
natural grid network
transistor automatic switch
radioactive
alpha, beta, gamma decay
E= mc2

paper 3
Archimedes
electromagnetic induction
usage of radioisotope

Brain : Damaged

The two most suffering exam in SPM:

Sejarah
&
Moral !!

I don't why the hell government set the timetable until like that. I tell u, billions of brain cells is damaged and millions of dendrites is produced in 2 days. And there's mark of pen on my fingers.

The exam is totally freak me out, with continuously writing in 2 hours +... That's too much of mentally suffering... Squeezing out what in your mind to pour out into that bloody long paper..


I think I should rest... EST, don't think I'll continue studying it..

Will I be capture by ISA if I post this here? Won't be..

Mooncake festival

A festival that without moon, because of the rain.

A only year that I didn't light candles.



Yeah, that's it!



HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL! ( Not with lanterns but books.)


Mooncakes from my uncle. Looks like a luggage bag more than a box.









1st day: BM, very easy, Full of fighting spirit!
2nd day: English, lagi easy!!!! No!!! It break's my exam fighting sprit. T_T


Next is add maths and sejarah... Now already no spirit because too easy.. == How!!!???
I'm gonna die on add maths...

Very sad..
Very sad..
Very sad..


I don't know why I'll feel so, feeling someone had take part of my soul away.
And its loss had causes pain in my heart, not the ordinary pain, but deeply pain...


I..


I WANT TO DIE AHH!!!!

sigh...

1st day of trials.

Oh hahahahaha... xD
Today trials exam is BM, so...
Cannot say it's easy because I don't know how to do some question but definately it makes me get back my confidence that I have before. That fighting fire deeply in my heart lightens and I, will rule the examination! Muahahahaha!!!! xD




Tomorrow BI, I'm dead for the second time, but it'll surely be easier than BM. Hope so. =P

SPM TRIALS: 9/11

SPM trials, it's so important!
If I get good result from it I no need to take SPM!
If I get good result I can apply scholarships!
And tomorrow it's TRIALS EXAM!


If I'm Form 3 taking trials exam. The word "OHH MY GOD!" Will be repeating from my mouth.
But, why? Why I don't feel that anymore?!!!
No 1 is worry about trials, no one in school think about that, not a single one!
Not even myself and I would thought that exam is just an SPM excercise, if no 1 remind me that's SPM trials!!!


You can know that clearly as I still got time to update my blog a day before that exam. xD
Arrrghh.. Don't feel like studying.. Trials, BANG!!! >_<

Unlimited complaints

I really have a hard time with it, furthermore it's on this exam season.
That feeling of it is distracting me too much and I don't even have the mood to study.
Trials, I think I don't have much chance on it, but this won't happen on SPM...





"God will only helps them who help themselves."
I'm helping myself, didn't I?

What I still believe:

1% Genius
99% Diligence

God damn tired..

7.00: Going out to school.
Energy left : 98%
.
.
7.55-9.50: Played basketball.
Energy left: 45%
.
.
10.00-12.30: Walk to Petaling street
Energy left: 30%
.
.
12.40-12.50: Walk back to school
Energy left: 15%
.
.
1.00: Eat lunch
Energy left: 45%
.
.
1.10-2.00: Play basketball again
Energy left: 20%
.
.
2.00-2.30: Rush to kasturi
Energy left: 15%
.
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3.40: Finished account class
Energy left: 10%
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3.55: Reached LRT
Energy left: 4%
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4.30: Reached home
Energy left: 0% (DEAD)
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I will repost when I'm revive...

Arrghh! Pain!!
Don't know why, sometimes after eating oilly foods, there will be chronic pain in my chest.. That feeling was not good at all. >_<

I hate Chinese traditional medications.. All are lying punya stuff, ini tak boleh makan, itu tak boleh makan, then what should I eat? ( Even become vegetarian is so limited on food. ) Where got such thing 1... All the food are so tasteles... Faster get my operation done la... >_<

When I should stop updating my blog and flip through my books...
When....

Fail to plan, plan to fail.

I don't believe that phrase! That's just nonsense!!


I hope so. My holidays...

I hope I can have 1 more day of holiday. Just 1 more day. Please. =(

17/08/08: Ti-Ratana's SPM Seminar

It's 17.08.08!
So what's so good about this day?
...

This the only day that consider an outing in this holiday for me! >_<
Becuase I met a lot of my friend and having fun on this day. If I don't come out this day, I go no chance to see Chee Hoe's girl friend ( Oh ho... Macam malay la. xD ), no chance to see Yu Shaun's red eye ( Cyclopes! x] ), no chance to play games with friends in KBU college's basketball court ( kena scold pula. xD ), no chance to make some colours for my so called HOLIDAYS!

Well, the seminar memang useless, can't say it's wasting time because it's free and nothing I can expect from it.


We go there to pray...
( Dunno what the sami talking, got such thing in Buddha? )
To see the Singh shouting "Ya Allah!"...
( wth.. )
To eat free food and drinks...
( I like this. Guess what? I didn't queue. xD )
Get a free shirt...
( Banyak yellowish! )
Give face sit a while...
( Sit until my back pain! >__< )
Use KBU's facilities...
( Sheng , Chin Hong, Kentson, Yu Shaun and I was playing FLATTEN basketball on KBU's basketball court! xD Later on we use to kick in because it cannot even bounce. xP )
Listen to the Indian's opium story...
Learn some cacat tactic from the BM teacher...
( This teacher a bit crazy.. )
Balik!
( We go Centrepoint hang gai when waiting for pui ying's car to go back. Damn geng le this place! Got Starbucks, BR's, SR, Manhattan Fish Market, Sub-way but so little people here! Wth. Expensive shop like this got customer ke? xD )
Well.. I've actually wasted my Sunday doing all this things. =/

-Dairy mode-

20082008



Double match!! Well, this is a unique day in 2008! Thanks to my friend reminding me today's date, I don't realise the day and month is same with the year. =P I was trying to make myself as happy as possible, because I love 2008!





20.08.08:

6.30: I was called up by my mother early in the morning... (mode: dizzy+angry) Very bad mood in the morning..



7.30: Reached kl and went for a normal clinic finding for a normal doctor for second opinion. Wth! Waste my time only! ==



7.45:That normal doctor ask me go back to my 1st specialist. SEE! Waste my time! My parents mmg too free already, can drive me everywhere! I thought it will just get this useless doctor to help me. Well, it seemed I've to skip my account extra class in school. Thanks my parents, your son will fail SPM...



8.45-11.30: I've already tired of waiting, but still I've to wait...

Wait for that surgeon/specialist...

Wait for my mom's office to fax the GP to hospital...

Wait for the second ultrasound scanning...

Wait for the surgeon/specialist after the scanning again...



And, the last conclusion is still the same. No change, he said. I still have to go on with the surgery.. But there left the one and only advantage to me, I can do the surgery anytime, but it will continue chronically disturbing me or get worsen in this period of time...



12.30: Both of my parents are bad mood now. Somehow, a spark has start their quarrel in the car, I was sick of listening their words...

Today I really need to take a rest, I've been going out from dawn to dusk everyday during this holiday.. Just a rest....

-LIFE-

[ "Life is not a bed of roses", how true that saying is.... ]



Once a time I've thought about my life. What's the purpose I live on this world?
For being rich and get a better life? *Aeeek* (Wrong!)
For being rich to go for tour? *Aeeek* (Wrong!)
For enjoying the food in this world? *Aeeek* (Wrong!)

Well, those are the positive site, which most people in the world think like that.

That time I've wondering. Is my life a show on a stage? A show acting to entertain the god? Which the main character is me, others are all challenges to my show. They are robots. Robots bring me foe education. A show that's too perfect that the main character, me can't realize it.

And that thinking too selfish..

And now, I've got the answer. The answer why I live in this world.
TO BE TEST WITH ALL KIND OF CHALLENGES WHICH I'VE TO DIE FOR IT.

Once there's a saying, "Your birth is an mistake, you spend your whole life to correct it."


I can't just end here like that, come on! Challenge me! So I won't be lost in my life! x]





I think i think too much. xP

Nice but temporary

I dunno what happen to the previous template, which looks a little bit greenish and natural.
I've to admit my new templates doesn't looks nice but at least better than nothing. =/

Birthday Wishes

Although I'm not really that close friend to you, but I believe everyone that appeared as my friend play an important role in my life. =) So, I must say this to u also,


HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
To the rich friend,
PRASHANT!! xD
Wish u luck for your coming SPM! =)

Love this >> NATIONAL SERVICE

I wonder why people feel so depressed and restless to be chosen to the national service training? Well, I think I was lucky to be chosen to go for NS. =)

Think positively, I can learn something people can't learn from outside. Well, everyone in other countries is compulsory to attend NS for years. If I try to escape NS, then what about coward I am compare to others. For them who try everything to escape, COWARDS!!

Think positively, I can kill times to learn for the camp. Period after SPM, I'm not gonna waste piece of moments of my life. =P Since I got nothing to do this time, how about go for a vacation to the camp.=D

Yeah, think positively. No need to make your life so complicated because of that. =P

08/08/08: Happy Bitrhday and Happy Olympic!

Actually I think I should post this earlier, but at least I can us it as an update. =D

It's 08.08.08!!!
Isn't it a nice date for a wonderful day like this? Fatt! Fatt! Fatt! I smell prosperity in this day. xD And my friend had mention a joke of people can see money everywhere on the streets this day! xD Anyway, it's just a joke, I hope the joke may be true. =)

And for a nice day like this, what a waste if not using it for a grand ceremony of even right? That's why!!! As a historical day for the world, this is a day for the grand OPEN CEREMONY for OLYMPIC BEIJING 2008!!! A day that the world will gathers at Beijing, a good day the world celebrates Olympic 2008, a big day for the athletes from all over the world and a proud day for all Chinese!!
Well, I've watched the open ceremony of Olympic 2008. How could I describe it? It's awesome and it could be one of the best performance I've ever watch! Showing the civilization and cultures of Chinese and I was too proud to be a Chinese as well. =D




Oh yeah, not forget to wish Chang Pui Yan a.k.a. bintainoic acid chang jap..
A Happy Birthday!! ( Her birthday is on 7th of August )

And we've celebrated her birthday at Pizza Hut next to Jusco Maluri. Well, it is not really surprising cause sudah bocor secret. =/

Luckily I took a photo the cake before chang jap destroy it. =)


De group photorea~ =]

Hope the amat acidic Bintai Chang Jap enjoys her Birthday;
Being healthy always;
and good luck in her SPM. =)




Not forget to wish my dear "Octopus" friend;

Phang Yao Yi, a happy belated birthday!! Sorry for not celebrating it with you. =)


Emergency general meeting tomorrow?

I'm gonna die, stupid pk koko, Encik Othman aka Semang want to have a meeting with us tomorrow. And I have to prepare and present a report to him tomorrow. I'm not afraid to talk to everyone, just I don't know what I should say for my report. =/ Hope my report is not the shortest. =/ Simply bang anything inside la. xD

Another problem is, he as the pk koko of the school is searching for those not wearing uniform for uniform bodies tomorrow. I'm dead. =/

Very boring life.

Due to SPM, my life become bored.
Due to SPM, I don't have any time to waste.
Due to SPM, I've to consider what I've to do after that.
Due to SPM, my time is so limited that I don't have the time to relax.
Due to SPM, I can't PLAY!

And thanks to form 4 life, I've became lazy.
Thanks to form 4 life, I become playful and addicted to games.
Thanks to form 4 life, I... Feel boring without the fun I had...

Bored..
Bored..
Bored..



But no matter what, I still have to go on..
Still... Have to take SPM. xP


-Consider about what will happen next but not too far, thinking about the past but do not feel regret.-

New blog page. =D

Thanks to yesterday Blogspot's problem, telling people that their blog is spam, I can't update. And thanks to the dunno what "operation aborted" notice, I've changed my URL. And since I changed a new URL, I've changed a new blog name then I changed the background also.

Conclusion: It's a brand new blog page. x]


Speech Day.

I think I should hire a cameraman follow me whenever I go, if not I really got nothing to post here, furthermore I'm lazy to type so many words here.

How was the speech day? Owh, it was great, I think they've spent quite much for organising the annual Speech Day. That includes the backdrop as well as the banners they've made. And me, I've got the "Anugerah Cemerlang Ko-kurikulum" award which I thought I can't get any of that at first. I'm so proud and happy weii! Sigh, never take any picture, I thought my parents will take some for me, mana tau they didn't.. By the way, CONGRATULATION to all of them who got a chance to go on to stage on this day, especially to Jeremiah Lai and siblings who get the largest applause than others, LOL.

After that, we (gang and me) decided to go Sunway Pyramid to support our YEP form fours on their YE sales. We took bus from Pasar Seni to Bandar Sunway which take about half an hour, lucky there's no traffic jam. Sigh, forget to take photo again. Ishh! Never mind la. Their YE sales was smaller than last year's sales which was organised at BTS. Of course, ours was better. xD
Poh and Wai Xiang bought 2 stress ball made of balloon and flour it it. They was so worried that the stress ball they bought will burst anytime. xD Besides that, Poh also bought a mini ping pong bat key chain, he said he bought it to let baby to play, LoL. I didn't buy anything.. Okay, I do support them doesn't mean I've to buy anything from them. xD Before going back we went Starbucks for our tea-time.

Hope next time I'll get take some photos if not my blog will be full with words and no photos. xP



My leg..

I dunno why. Why every time I play basketball on Friday sure get injured? T__T This time I injured my same leg I got my worn before which it haven't fully recover yet. I can't walk properly cause of the aching on my feet. That's how torturing that you need to walk from the school to Kasturi for kilometres. Suffer the pain on my every steps... every second.. And the cramp-like feel and tiredness of my left leg for it's support and effort to bring me to tuition centre..




Oh yeah, I forgot to put the pretty Japanese photo I've been talking about.

Try to look at the one sitting the left bottom 1. Try to guess, is that person a guy or a girl? That's a GUY. And he looks PRETTY! If he's not a guy, I may fall in love with that feller. xD

The week.

Hmm, I'm not really healthy, but just want to have some fun on blogging.

These few days I've been very ill. I got a cold, and from a cold I got running nose. Running nose may lead to cough and sore throat at the same time I loss my voice. Ahem, That's why I hate cold very much, I even got headache from it and I giving up study for 2 days in the school. The bad thing was my immune system was not against the disease but the medication, wth...



Yay, tomorrow is the annual Speech day of Victoria Institution and I've been invited to the event! Wahh, that was so fantastic. Really proud of it. This the second time I'm going to Speech day event. It was last year I attended for PMR straight A and highest Geography marks in whole form awards. And this year I didn't manage to get Academic awards but at least I get Anugerah Cemerlang for co-curriculum. =D

I hate Disease!

I'm really having a bad cold and headache these few days, doesn't really got the mood to post.. Maybe after I'm really HEALTHY then I'll update.

5H 08 Tee!

Yes, this the final design of cluster class 5H's t-shirt. =D
Isn't it look NICCCEEEEEEE!? xD


Back Design
Theme: Clock tower
Full shirt design: back
Full shirt design: front

Yesterday's post.

I should blog this post yesterday, but I'm too tired or maybe too lazy to online. xP

Seii mou, I wake up early in the morning and went to hospital. But then maybe it's worth the hardship I've paid.. I've done a check up with the doctor again and what giving me hope was what the doctor said that I maybe no need to do operation, just by medication. I'm so HAPPY weii! xD But the still I've to wait for the report which he'll finish by monday to comfirm it..
Then, I went tution straight from the hospital. Later on, the day was continued by going to Parkroyal and bring babified chan puiying cross road. xD Okay, not bringing her to cross road, I mean bringing her to times square. xD
Then... I lazy to update la!


TO BE CONTINUE... xD

Trying to keep something I can't keep.

I've try to keep IT, but still for someone I just have to give THIS to them. Not hoping them to get, as there is no benefit between us..
Prepared to leave anyday next week. Yay!

Cheer 08

I should post this yesterday, but then I was too tired... Of course not me that participate in cheer comp, I was mentally tired due to everything that happen on this day.. Oh by the way,

CONGRATULATION!!
BABI CHAN PUI YING!! =)
The team 'Shirtliff' from SBU has won the competition, not to say I'm happy about it, just feel proud of puiying, proud of her trumpet jumping action. xD
Aiyak, I got no photo to post again.. I should take some from Terence. =)

Bad intervensi.

Omg, this the worse exam I've done so far. ><
I got no mood to read for it. But it proved that I still got a lot to read. T_T
I think I need a study group to revise my modern maths and BM..

Boring exam.

I do said before that I can't study without. but whenever I want to study, I'll started to feel bored about it. This happened as well for the last weekend. And whenever I started to feel bored I'll started to draw something. xP And I drew this. =D




Try to guess who are they? xD





Intervensi 2: Not really that wasting time.

It's true, I really can't study without exam. The time I'll memorize and read my reference book was just only exam season. But then, don't know why, since yesterday I don't really want to study for this intervensi. =/



I should believe babi,
I should have read 'Kerusi";
Damn it!
Forget about it la..

Pain. =/

OMG, I got a hole on my right knee. T_T
Red in colour somemore. Injured everywhere..

Imagine, fall on the thar road + there's a 70+kg ppl falling on the back of you too. Argh, my skin on the knee peel of with the friction. I should let go and not holding him and my body, then me injuries will be less. >__<

That's why people said if fall down on our school basketball court, you will feel totally "high" for it..

Japanese Zushi Kaise

Today was the annual visiting day of Zushi Kaise High School ( or whatever it called ) from JAPAN! Everyone was impatiently, anxiously, curiously waiting for their arrival since the early in the morning.

As usual, the welcome ceremony started with a band welcoming performance in the hall where I can hear it from my class. I was not so interested to it cause I'm getting bored with their visiting days past few years. I heard a lot of my friends said that they are all "pretty" boys and they were jealous about the Japanese outlook. I was wondering how pretty they could be when I heard that. Is very disappointing that the girls are not come to our school anymore. They came when I was.. Form 2 I think, which I got no chance to approach them that time. Sigh!

Later on, I walked pass the basketball field and I heard there was sound passing from there. Ahh, then I saw them having a match with our school basketball team and then I only believed what my friends said, they are "pretty" guys. No wonder Xiao Fong was so crazy when she saw them. Too bad, I never took their photos. Probably proves that I'm not interested on them and I'm not gay. xP

Surprisingly our school loose to them in the basketball match as they're playing friendly and were sending our school team. Embarrassing. =S


Haiz, I should have take a photo with them. =P

Open day 08

For god sake!
I should be retired now!
Why I'm still doing all these things. x/



Wooo, today was open day, it seemed every year my parents reached the earliest and so I can leave the earliest. Luckily Pn. Ambigai never complained anything about me, but the she have just insulted me. My mother was asking her wheter got any seminars for us and she tell my mother about the extra class which was set for those weak student. She said seh can't find my name in the list. Definately la! Dumb, she thought I'm a weak student= stupid. T.T



After open day we've plan to go for timesquare for a movie. That time was kinda early and normally student won't be around that time. When we reached timesquare and heading to the cinema. Suddenly, a indian-look malay with wolkie-talkie came after us and said,

Cb Indian pig: Kamu sekolah apa, kenapa kat sini?
Me: Sekolah ada Open Day.
Julius: Ade hari terbuka.
Cb Indian pig: Saya tak kira apa kamu ada apa di sekolah. Saya nak kamu semua ni keluar dari kompleks ni.Ssaya tak nak kamu ada apa-apa masalah di sini.


Damn him, how dare he discriminate us like that , I want to kick him on his face that time. == But then timesquare so big, find us if u can. Stupid pig.

Campfire 08- failure to me..

At last I've done my additional mathematics project wrok. I've take a lot time and hard work to finish this project.. By doing copy paste. xD Is not easy you know. x]


Arrgh, all my muscle and sinew now are complaining the tiredness. I slept only 3 hours yesterday, and at the same time I was feeding the mosquitoes in Terence's class which at 1st he said there will be no insect in the air-con room. ==" Watch movie till 3 something and went back to school and reach about 4am. Sleeping in the class and at the same time have to worried about Miss Shanti to come and check the classes.. I've made a bad idea staying overnight at the school..


This year campfire was totally failure. It's a combined scout group campfire and how they perform was even worse than past few years' single scout group campfire. Not to say I'm not supporting them, I'm just telling honestly. Maybe it will be great for those who had never come to a campfire before.. The campfire was getting worse by the VIFCs and other jacoon scout group. People was doing their sketch and performance and they suddenly going into it to make trouble with them. I wonder their school was teaching them scouts or sakai.. What an insult to our school in front all the guest and parents. Security failure for one through out the campfire.
Feeling upset for the last campfire I'll go for..

Evil add maths project.

1ST OF JULY!!

Omg! I think my teacher gone crazy after feeling too disappointed to our add maths marks.. Finish the add maths project in 1 and a half weeks, without telling us how to do it. She should be crazy, no, she's totally out of her mind. =/

Shit!! I dunno how to do arrh! Somemore if anybody know at least 50% how to do then it's okay, now all kelam-kabut d. =__="

Btw, I found 1 website but dunno what the hell he's talking about, if somebody figure it out, please tell me k? Thanks. =]

http://forum.one-school.net/viewtopic.php?f=245&t=119

I have a bad day..

Yeah! My basketball skill improved. Wakekeke.. Adidas Gang rox! ( My team is all with RCG shirt branded Adidas) Although most of the time I didn't managed to score, damn it! == And another I've realize, my stamina improved too. =) Playing in the open basketball court under a hell-like temperature and without getting fatigue easily for an hour is not that easy. =D Just, I need more training..

But, the bad thing comes after that. After I've finished the match, my stomach started to feel pain and uncomfortable feeling. >< class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">FC shirt. Yeah! The shirt I've been waiting for so long. =) I can't say is nice, but then if I say it looks bad, it seems saying that our batch sucks..

Later on, I went down to Petaling street to have my lunch before I'm going for a tuition class in KL1. When the class started, the bad things come again. I got stomach ache throughout the lesson. OMG! No people knows how suffering is it sitting under the chilling air from the air-conditional. Feeling cold and pain in my stomach. T__T

After the class, I went back to home with Mccall with LRT. Actually before that I've decided to go for BM class, and at the same time, Chee Hoe, Chee Wei and Kentson called me to watch the movie "incredible Hulk" in Time square. Because of my stomach ache, I've cancelled my plan and go home.

The bad thing come even worse after that. After reaching the station near my house, there's a sudden downpour. Damn it, no 1 fetch me so I've to take bus and now the god is stopping me with that freaking rain. == After going up the bus, my stomachache going worse and worse. What to do, I've decided to leave the bus, and rush to the station's toilet.. What I've done that God wanna punish me like that, I whole toilet is dark and the lights are spoiled. OMG! I got no other choice although it was God Damn dark inside... FISH!! =_="

When I went back to the bus stop, God was still not standing on my side, the bus that I though will wait there has driven away. The only transport I can take now is.. taxi. Yeah, taxi, I've wasted my money on that bloody fool's transport. Before I leave the taxi, my head knocked the door of the vehicle, and that significant the end of series of unfortunate incident. T_T

But still, I've to stay happy with all that, maybe God want me to learn something from it..

Relaxing but bore.


At last, is already weekend. =D I've waited for so long since the 1st day of school. Two days that can let me rest a while, I think we should appreciate these days though. I think I've to start to revise my subjects during this weekend. I'll really don't wanna see that marks anymore. Hurting my mental severely, haunting me whenever someone mention about SPM, and perhaps dreaming about my SPM results later that I can't make it. But, no matter what, good thing comes to those who work hard for it. I believe in it and I'll try my best to do it. ^^



Why would these happened to me?
It should'nt be like that;
The world seems boring without you..


The bad thing after holiday.

Seii lo, I dunno how to cover my result from my parents. There'll sure be an school open day. BM which i don't care to know about it, the only subjects that i get A1 so far was Biology and Maths.

Moral, KO;

Add maths, no need to see also know;

BI, from what Miss Shanti has said, probadly wouldn't be nice;

Chemistry, need to get atleast 70/100 in paper to to get an A1, which I think I score badly in it..;

Sejarah, still unknown for paper 2.. but won't be good if that bitch do the marking..



This is the pressure in the 1st class. I was the in the top 3 for previous year. And now I was already to guess the top 10 which I can hardly fit in it. Their marks and mine is like sky and land. >_<
Sigh~!


Cannot use comp d.

Not virus this time.. That causes me can't use my computer.

I got ban from using it from my parents, thanks to my teacher that mark my paper until so "beautiful". >__< Sigh.. But then if think differently, it may a good for me. Since I can't do anything with my computer, the only thing I can do now is study, study and study. =/

My n73 ME, noooooo~!

9/8

"Your phone can't be fix." Waa, I tell you, these words are like a blade cutting through your heart! I feel darn sad when I hear this. What's the problem? It's impossible! Where got such thing happen 1, can't be fix?! Omg, I hope the technician can some how find a way to repair my phone. T__T

The beginning of the 2nd semester.

9/8


Today is the 1st day of schooling days of the 2nd semester. It was like.. The time has past so fast! The day I start my Form 5 it was like just yesterday. But everything has past you can't get it back, so I'm start thinking to put all my hard work on the exam now. If that's just words I speak, then how work action? It's not easy to do it , but I'll try my best. =)

Ahem, back to title, today is the 1st day of school of the 2nd semester. What was that. That was the 1st thing I said in the hall during assembly. I miss assembly so much, I've never been to the hall for weekly assembly for how long which I've really forgotten. But then seriously this assembly was sucks. And then, as usual, there's "hair-cutting" session after the assembly. But that was lucky and it seems impossible to know that I've escape! Lol! Why those have been caught is like having a shorter hairstyle than mine. That was funny when I'm heard Anwar said that the queue of people being caught is like the queue of peoples buying ticket in Mid-valley Megamall's cinema. xD Too bad for WuGuai, I dunno what happen to him later on. =/

Artisit's Blog. x]

How do it looks??

Izzit nice? Or not? xD
Don't be jealous, but seriously it looks emo and actually the owner is not. =) I've tried to get rid of the little skull on top of the page but fail. ( Skull!! It reminds me about the movie, Indiana Jones! I wanna watch! Ishhh!! ) And there's another problem for this template, there's some France or Italian or whatever which I really dunno how to read.. But no matter what, I still love it. x]


Tomorrow have to go to school, I have that feeling again which I've felt on the last day of the previos school holiday. A bit of regret, a bit of sadness and a bit of happiness. But, still I've to go to school, shit! ==

Anyonghaesaeyoo!

God, I hate blogger.. But then at last i still created 1 here. Sigh...



Today as the last day of the holiday, I wanna hope everyone have a happy day returning to school. =)